我的学生气

Last 9t in a biz-like occasion, met a bunch of ladies. Some of them said that they can sense some kinda pupillary spirit in me. I don't know whether my translation is proper. And some even said that u kid, r u a grown-up?

昨晚在一个类似商务的场合，一群女子。一些说我很有学生气（在听到我只是81年而已的时候），不知道学生气的英文应该怎么翻译。而另外一些则调侃说你“成年”了吗？

It's not a flattery word for a man near his thirty's.

当然，对一个年近三十的男人来说，这些话不算恭维。

I feel i'm growing old day by day...and i even got moustache. But why...why have so many ppl regard me as a pupil-like person? What's wrong? Is it my fault? Definitely Yes.

自我感觉是一天天老朽，我甚至有了固定的胡渣。但是……为什么……为什么呢，这么多人认为我是个学生气十足的家伙。问题出在哪里？是我的问题？貌似是的。

One day I met with a girl under 20, a thought just popped out in my head...I wanna be younger, and wanna have a pupil-love with her. So I'm naive.

某天（网上）遇到一个不满20的女仔，脑海冒出一个念头……我想变得年轻，然后与她开始一段幼稚的“学生恋情”。所以，我是幼稚的。

But as u know, it's a cruel world. Reality is scary. Life sucks. And for damn sure, i can't go back to my childhood anymore...and i can't attract a girl with my pupillary style.

当然，大家都知道，这是个残酷的世界，现实是恐怖的。生活很无聊。绝对肯定的是，我不能回到我的童年，自然也不可能用我TMD学生气去吸引女生。

BTW, am I so much like a idiot pupil??? What's the problem within my old-fat-body? or my spirit?

顺便说，我真的这么像个愣头青？我老肥老肥的身体或者我的“气”出了什么问题？

Recently i've got tons of work to do, but i just can't do anything. i'm dumbed. only thing i can do and also the thing i wanna do is just writing some meaningless articles here. just try to practice my e-writing stuff. i know it's tough, i gotta carry on.

最近我有很多工作，但是我啥都做不了。我傻了。唯一能做、也是我想做的事情就是在这里随便写点无聊的东西，只是为了练习我的英语。我知道这很艰苦，我想坚持。